When I sold my Fender Stratocaster in place of something else because it wasn’t a “jazz” guitar? When I compromised my entire way of performing, composing, and improvising so I could get a jazz gig approved by the NYJP? When I SOLD OUT MY INTEGRITY in favor of my career? When I SOLD OUT MY FRIENDS in favor of my career? When I SOLD OUT MY OWN MUSIC in favor of my career? When I lied about my friendship with the VERY musicians who book the clubs THEY also perform at so I co